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glass heart sometimes...i feel like there's only so much i can take.glass heart by ~imnotwhat
not too much before my heart will break.
my glass heart has cracked
i thought i could fill it with the pieces you lack
and it busted
our locks, they've rusted.
i wish i could leave it behind
but it scrapes beneath my skin.
they say "everything heals in time"
but its been a long time since then.
i'm waiting for this crack to come together
but im tired and i've been waiting forever
so now i just want it to break
so all the fake can fly away.
"hold on to your love it it'll be gone"
well how do i know? if i've never had one?
it's just not that easy for me
i wish life co
use me if i can't have it, i'll take ituse me by ~imnotwhat
this stupid wonder drug
this fucking so called love
if you wanna use me
then use me
if you fucking hate me
then let me know
enough of these mind games
i dont want to have to let these worthless feelings show.
whats the use of trying to be strong
and yes im aware that i've been dead for this long
but its not something i can help
i cant take back the way i felt
and if i could i wouldnt
but i do regret staying with you
i regret letting you get away with what you tried to do
until you got your way
and i still regret it everyday.
but its way over now, fuck it
if you want me to make it up
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see me open you earssee me by ~imnotwhat
if you bother to hear
you wont hear a drop of a tear.
open your eyes
if you bother to see
see the ugly in me.
watch me bleed.
i'm sorry but this is the best i could be
sorry if it's not good enough for you
but it's the best i could do.
i'm sorry
bit the blood on my hands is real.
i'm sorry im so fucking fake
but you said it's the only way i know how to feel.
well it's better
cause this way i know i can heal.
i never know what to say to you
i just dont know how.
i thought you would've gotten it by now
but you dont
and you never will.
see the blood on my hands, it's real!
it's the only way i know how to fee
you didn't want me to stay there was jealousyyou didn't want me to stay by ~imnotwhat
i wasn't her
there was us alone
there was pressure.
there was darkness
but the light was worse.
it could've felt good
but it just hurts
cause i couldn't choose me way.
i left cause you didn't want me to stay.
this whole time i thought it was me
but you wanted someone else
someone i coudln't be.
so i had to choose
and "us" is what i was willing to lose.
i had to refuse
cause my skin coudn't hold another bruise
i was used
in the worst way.
so i left
cause you didn't want me to stay.
there were so many things i wanted to say
but it's over now
so i don't have to worry anymore.
there was no good part
Sta.sh
i saw you had a DA site so i thought i'd add you.
<3
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